Sunday, August 19, 2007

I suck!

I stopped my whole slimfast thing because, let's face it, my office eats too many sweets and our traditional Friday lunch got in the way :( dang it. Oh, that, and I found I ate WAY too much at night. For some reason I started thinking of it as my "free" time and overindulged. CRAP.

So, now I'm trying Alli. Two concerns for this, and the reasons why it may not last long. First, Ryan and I aren't 'trying' to get pregnant, but we're not preventing a family either, and I really don't want to have any problems. The warnings say not to use if you're pregnant...but doesn't mention 'or may become pregnant' so....yeah. Reason two is because it says that if you don't have a gall bladder to consult my physician because my body might have absorption problems anyways...which I can attest is true.

So...that leaves working out. I really need to get a schedule. I'm hesitant for lack of energy and because I feel like an idiot...totally irrational, but I do. I'm going to try to get up early tomorrow morning and go. I really want to lose 50 lbs before we start a fam damily and that means I need to start that feat, um, yesterday.

augh. mandi is doing SO much better than I am!

3 comments:

exclusive_remedy said...

Chels, you can do it! I felt really weird about going to the gym at first, but getting a gym partner really helped. She is leaving so now I am going to suck. Anyway, I will give more secrets to my success on my blog tomorrow (I think). You rule!

Unknown said...

Glad I found this blog today. Don't quit.

Here comes an invitation to visit my blog--this week if possible--as my "Spotlight the Youth" contest ends Friday, and lots of votes are needed to make it work. So please spread the word.

Thanks so much.

exclusive_remedy said...

Hey, you haven't updated in a while and I am curious to find out how the Alli thing is going. I saw that when it came out but I was a little dubious about trying it. Let me know. Miss you!